I've reached post 98 now. Since yesterday, I've worked with the word uwais and it came at me in a very clear way when I logged on to Soundcloud and looked up the Jerrahis, but specifically the Mexico community. The first song there is Uwais al-Qarni. I think its an ilahi. LOL.
So I have also found a way to easily connect to Uwaisi tariqas, (I'm fine where I am, just want to learn how to connect bear with the uwais connection). I am not sure I even need to take hand. I'll write them later. I found more on the mother today. Even mainstream Shia speaking of the saying "Fatima is the Mother of Her father. It has all fallen in place. It just waits for me.
The first thing I want to do as a Muslim is sign the change.org page to become a Reform Muslim.
I have a lot to write about. I want to journal on. How my work with the Feminine Divine is very clear here. And how the Feminine Divine is definitely part of Sufi worship. But Sufi worship also includes the Beyond, the Formless.